Despite everything, the first
blow was unexpected, and Gabrielle
instinctively wanted to reply in kind. The blood trickling from
her nose, counterpoint to the sharp pain, roused her demon and she felt
her fangs start to elongate. She fought the change, just like she
fought the instinct to strike back. And if she closed her hands
tight enough that her fingernails drew blood from her palms, she didn’t
use her fists to fight back. She parried some blows, but without
much conviction.
She could easily have struck back; those were only humans around her,
and only a handful of them at that. In seconds, she could have
killed all of them, or broken a few bones to disable them; neither
option would have taken much time or skill. But they had more of
a right to hurt her than she did them, and so she stayed there, and
waited for one of them to figure out what she was and shove a piece of
wood through her heart.
It was far too common, these days, for isolated people to be the
victims of attacks as unprovoked as they could be deadly. It was
enough to be dressed in clothes that weren’t rags to attract this sort
of attention. Enough to look reasonably healthy. To look
like you weren’t starving. To look like you had anything worth
stealing on your person. Any reason was enough, really; and
sometimes, no reasons were needed at all.
Gabrielle remembered days of peace, when this kind of behavior would
have been met with swift retaliation from the vampire clan on whose
grounds the transgression had occurred. Vampires were protective
of what they considered theirs, and humans definitely fell into that
category. The pacts didn’t say it in so many words, of course,
and the humans would have been offended to even hear it, but as a clan
Master, that had always been how Gabrielle saw things. The people
she had protected against demons and rogue humans alike and who had
offered blood to her and to her clan had been hers. Free to move
to other villages, free to do as they pleased, but ultimately hers,
just as much as her Childer had been hers. Responsibility and
family, all at once.
Now though, vampires were too busy fighting demons to be able to police
the humans. And the humans were so scared by everything going on
around them that their attempts to police themselves often ended in
summary executions.
Gabrielle knew all that. She had tried, for as long as she had
been able to, to keep a hold on her territory, to keep her people
safe. But without a clan around her, the task was too large, and
all she could do was spend her nights patrolling grounds she didn’t
dare call hers anymore, and help whatever humans she met. If she
heard about demons invading a town or village, she would run there,
often arriving too late to do more than mourn and kill a few
beasts. The humans who had once looked up to her, sought her
help, had for the most part stopped believing in her.
She was glad they had.
Even with the rampant danger, people often stayed in their villages
rather than seek refuge in overcrowded towns that weren’t as safe as
they claimed to be. The village councils that had survived had
gained power, and they organized patrol groups to ward off demons
entering their villages and keep human thieves and murderers at
bay. If they were lucky enough to have them, young people who
knew hardly anything about weapons armed themselves with axes, short
swords and spears. Otherwise they used sticks and rocks. Decently armed
or not, one thing was common to all of them; they reeked of fear.
Gabrielle had laughed, the first few times she had encountered these
groups on her territory; these children were pitiful, not quite
believing they could fight yet ready to die trying. Over the
years, the laughs had turned into sour anger. The humans had
learned to fight, at least enough to get by, and as a group they were
often as effective defending their villages as she was alone.
Eventually, the anger had faded, leaving only tiredness and
regret. Gabrielle was tired of fighting, tired of protecting
humans who were as wary of her as they were afraid of
demons. More than two centuries of fighting for them on her
own were enough to make up for her failings, or so she thought.
If whoever passed judgment on these things thought otherwise… well,
hell couldn’t possibly be much worse than this.
She had been ready to die, but she had planned to do so standing, and
she was almost surprised suddenly to find herself on the ground.
The grass was wet against her cheek, she noticed. Wet and
sticky. It took her long seconds to realize it was wet with her
blood.
Focusing on little, insignificant details helped, it made the pain
manageable if not less – oh, no, not less, they had stopped beating
her, now, but she could feel each cut, each bruise and a couple of
broken bones. She could hear them talk, too. Talk of the
need for a stake carved from special wood, talk of beheading, and short
swords hidden back in the village that could be fetched in
minutes. Tired as she was, she was ready to tell them that any
piece of wood, as long as it was pointy enough to pierce her skin,
would do the job, and the special wood was a myth. Anything for
all of it to end now, and quickly, the physical pain and the mental
agony alike.
The talking stopped, and the part of Gabrielle’s brain that wasn’t
consumed by pain wondered if she had passed out already. But if
she had, she wouldn’t have been aware of it, wouldn’t have questioned
herself, wouldn’t still be feeling pain, just as overwhelming as it had
been, two hundred and a few years earlier on that cursed morning.
She had knelt, then, broken in mind and body, on a battlefield littered
with corpses she couldn’t look at, because each of them wore the face
of a friend, of a member of her clan, of a human from her first allied
village. Each streak of lightning in the sky had made it all too
clear how many bodies lay around her. Most of them should have
vanished, should have been reduced to ashes, but the Primal Forces had
done something to the vampires they had killed that night, and their
bodies had remained intact in death. Gabrielle had knelt, waiting
for the sun as she did now, ready to join the fallen fighters she had
led to their deaths. She had failed the members of her clan, as
she had failed the humans under her protection. And then, she had
heard it despite the relentless thunder over her head. A
sob. A heart-wrenching sob. The cry of a lost soul who had
seen everything, everyone they loved disappear. Just like
Gabrielle had.
She had found it in herself to stand, to stumble to the crying man
lying with scorched bodies. She had called his name, in
vain. Erik had not reacted, too lost in his grief to respond to a
simple word. Gabrielle had closed her hand on his shoulder,
gradually squeezing hard enough to hurt, because Erik did not look at
her until she did that. Dead eyes had stared at her, unseeing,
from behind a mask of blood and grime. Gabrielle had heard words
fall out of her mouth, comfort that tasted of ashes, courage as bright
as a dying flame. Erik had continued to stare at her blankly
until Gabrielle had pulled him up and led him to shelter in the ruins
that had been their lair. Saved him, like she hadn’t been able to
save the others. And then…
A noise – soft steps – pulled Gabrielle back to the present, and she
made the effort to open her eyes. At first, she thought that she
was still lost in her memories as her gaze met the icy gray eyes of a
vampire she hadn’t seen in two hundred years. But when she
blinked, the tall shadow only got closer, clearer.
“Have you lost
the last sane bits of your brain?” a sneering voice
asked, too loud, slightly off. “What the hell is wrong with you?
Trying to get yourself dusted?”
Gabrielle’s only answer was a grunt. Closing her eyes again, she
mentally wished Erik would go away, leave her alone, to the tender care
of the soon to come sunrise, or to that of these humans. Although
they seemed to have disappeared. Where had they gone? To get that
sword, maybe?
Strong hands grabbed her, and as she yelled in pain Gabrielle was sure
Erik was about to finish the job. In a sense, it was fitting.
The pain was excruciating, broken bones moving as no bone should,
cracked ribs protesting, bruised skin coming into contact with too
strong hands …
Blissful darkness swallowed everything into silence.
... continued in Her
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