It was disappointing to wake up
alone after having gone to bed with
Brett and Leo. The former had been her lover for almost a year, while
she had shared her nights with Leo for decades until they had separated
fifteen years earlier. All she had to confirm that she had not imagined
the entire thing were their lingering scents around her and the last
notes of pleasure still drumming inside her like an echo. Her last
thought before she had fallen asleep had been to hope her morning would
be at least as interesting as her night, if not more. Instead, she was
alone in a cold bed. Clearly, she would have to teach her men some
manners.
She could hear their voices behind the door. Soft voices. They weren’t
shouting; that had to be a good sign. Curious about what they were
talking about, she stood, stretching her arms high above her as she
did. She had half a mind to walk out of the bedroom naked, and tease
them with what they were missing – what they could have had if they had
stayed in bed with her. She changed her mind at the last second when
she saw Leo’s shirt on the floor by the door and picked it up to slip
it on, fastening only one button. She was a couple inches shorter than
Leo, and the shirt’s hem danced against her upper thighs and ass,
keeping her decent when she stepped out of the bedroom.
They turned to her at once. Sitting on the facing sofas in the middle
of the living room, they both held a mug. If she was to judge by the
scent, they were sharing coffee. After the previous night, she would
have expected them to share something more intimate, and to do so
wearing a lot less clothes, even if they were both bare chested. Then
again, she was the one who had led them to the same bed despite Leo’s
wariness and Brett’s jealousy. With the return of morning, they might
need more prompting to get closer again.
“I guess it was too much to hope that one of you would remember how
much I hate waking up alone.”
At her grumble, they exchanged a look, although she couldn’t tell if it
held more embarrassment, regret or guilt. She needed to shake sleep off
completely if she was to try and read them, and for that she would need
something stronger than coffee. Thankfully, there was always a generous
supply of blood in the fridge. She hunted every night in the club she
had helped Brett design, choosing willing prey in the crowd of dancers,
but she could just as well dine in rather than hunt when she wanted.
Turning her back on them, she entered the open floor kitchen. The
marble counter felt cold and smooth beneath her fingers when she rested
a hand on it and opened the fridge. At the sight of the stacked blood
packages, the hunger inside her roared. With Leo’s surprise arrival the
previous night, she had barely had any blood, and she was famished. She
pulled a plastic bag out and used scissors to cut a corner, emptying it
into a large cup, careful not to spill a drop. While the microwave
buzzed lightly and warmed the blood, she rinsed off both the scissors
and bag, hanging the first back on their hook by the microwave and
disposing of the second in the special container for medical waste
beneath the sink. All of it was so habitual, she didn’t need to think
about what she was doing, and was free instead to think of the two men
in the other room.
All she had had in mind, when bringing Leo up to the apartment above
the club where she lived with Brett, had been to spend a night with
them. It had been a tribute to long gone times where Leo was concerned,
and an offering to Brett of something she knew he wanted, without
daring to take it for himself. But as time had passed, as memories of
her happier years with Leo had resurfaced, as she had seen Brett’s
jealousy dissolve into lust and need, she had begun wondering. One
night might become two, or a week. A month. More, maybe. It would all
depend on what happened when she returned to the living room.
The microwave pinged and she almost jumped, startled. Those daydreams
were more intriguing than she had expected.
She took a sip from her mug before stepping out of the kitchen. The
taste held the comfort of habit, which was just what she needed with
the uncertainty ahead. No noise had come from the living room while she
was in the kitchen, and when she walked out she found Brett and Leo
exactly where she had left them. Her first instinct was to curl down
next to one of them to sip on her blood, but that would have meant
choosing, and she wasn’t sure it would have been a good idea at this
point. She also wasn’t sure which of them she would have chosen.
Taking slow steps toward them, she kept her attention on her full mug
to make sure the blood wouldn’t slosh over the edges. Even so, she
could feel two sets of eyes on her, the awareness like a prickling
sensation at the base of her skull. Brett’s eyes were green, light,
always full of life. Leo’s were darker, but deeper. They held more
secrets, though Lisa had pierced them all, or so she had thought. At
that moment however, both men were looking at her with the same
intensity, the same fire. It was enough to make her just a little
lightheaded. Or that might have been the hunger.
“So what have you boys been talking about?” she
asked once she had sat
down, her legs folded beneath her. The armchair she had chosen was
perfectly centered between the two men.
It was Brett who answered, which surprised Lisa a little. Leo had
always been quick to assert himself, doing so easily the previous
night, yet she had the feeling that he had waited for Brett to take the
lead.
“We’ve been talking shop, mostly. Did you know Leo is a bartender?”
“I did not. But I told you, it’s been a long time since Leo and I saw
each other.”
Brett nodded as he leaned forward to place his empty mug on the coffee
table. There was something in his gaze, almost a question, that she
wasn’t quite sure how to interpret.
“Turns out, Leo was the vamp who never showed up for that interview
yesterday,” he continued, his tone very carefully neutral. “The vamp I
told you I would have hired if he had just come by. So I offered him
the job.”
The hesitation was there, too small, Lisa thought, for anyone but her
to notice it. It was barely a breath taken too deeply, then a huff of
air coming out too fast. She observed him carefully as she took a slow
drink from her mug. With his forearms resting on his legs as he leaned
forward and his fingers linked together, he appeared calm, as calm as
the day he had signed the deed for the building that had been the first
step toward On The Edge. He was sure of himself, sure he was making the
right decision. The hesitation was about what she would think. A quick
glance toward Leo was enough to reveal that he was wondering the very
same thing.
“I’m glad.” She gave Brett a small smile, then a matching one to Leo.
“I’ve been saying for weeks that we needed a vamp behind the bar.”
Leo’s first words were full of a teasing filled with fondness. “And you
always get what you want, don’t you?”
“Of course I do.” Her matter of fact tone drew twin chuckles from both
men. What she added next, with an almost lazy slide of her right hand
along her leg, made them swallow hard. “Not that I’ve ever had
complaints.”
She let a few seconds pass, just enough to drink a little more and to
let her eyes wander over one man then the other. Brett’s loose sleeping
pants and Leo’s tighter slacks revealed the same renewed interest, but
it was too soon to go back to playing. Business first.
“Do you have a place to live?” she asked Leo, turning her attention to
him but remaining very aware of the way Brett’s body shifted.
“I arrived in town just yesterday, so I haven’t really found one yet. I
just dropped my things off in our old lair before coming to the club,
but I’m not sure I want to live there.”
Lisa inclined her head to show she understood. She herself had lived in
that lair alone for years, after she and Leo had gone their separate
ways, to prove to herself that the shadows of her Sire and long-time
lover weren’t hanging over her. The passing years had not made the
memories any softer.
“It’d make sense if you found something very close to the club,” she
mused aloud, very careful not to look at Brett. “You wouldn’t have to
travel too much by daylight when you start early or finish late, if you
did.”
The apartment wasn’t hers, she had repeated often enough to Brett that
she considered herself his guest and nothing more. She wouldn’t extend
an invitation to Leo to live with them. But she could hint at the
possibility, and see how Brett played that tune. She didn’t want to
push him into something he wasn’t ready for, and there was certainly a
large step between sharing a bed with two vampires for one night and
sharing his life with them.
Brett’s amused look made it clear that he knew what game she was
playing. “That’s actually the reason for the two lofts across the hall,
if you recall. I’ll go down to the office to get the key. If you don’t
mind living so close to us, that is.”
The last was directed at Leo, who shook his head with a quiet laugh.
“No objections, no. It sounds like a fine arrangement to me, actually.”
Lisa could easily see what he meant by that. Just a few hours after
coming back to Haventown, he had found a job, a place to live in, and
two lovers. It could have been better, she supposed, if Brett had
invited him to live with them, but the loft near them was already a big
step. She wondered what Brett thought or felt, but his face, when he
stood and came to brush his lips against her temple, was impenetrable.
She caught his hand before he moved away and let the heat of her need
warm her voice.
“Want to have a shower before you go work?”
He squeezed her hand, an acknowledgment that he, too, remembered the
last shower they had shared.
“I already took one, but Leo didn’t yet. Why don’t you ask him to join
you?”
She blinked, a little surprised, and let go of his hand to allow him to
go. She’d never have expected him to push her toward Leo, not like
this. Maybe he was more comfortable with the idea of sharing a lover
with her than she had believed. Time would tell.
Pushing the questions away for the moment, she raised an eyebrow toward
Leo.
“Want to scrub my back?”
He was laughing quietly when he stood and extended his hand to help her
up.
... continued in Over
the Edge
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